SOMBRE JOYS
My eyes are cold and unblinking like a portraits insides. Lost is the meaning that I had once found in the warmth of a smile. Fungus has clothed me in sweet desperations as I. I wonder and wonder in my little cage: Did you forget… I died?
Do I excite you when I leak from countless cruel holes? In mirrored reflections I fail to realize, I stare at my own. I spill red liquid so lovingly to catch your dreams Far away staring, you fondle and twist as you tear at my seams.
The touch of your skin brings me shivers that run from my spine With adoring eyes I will watch you as you, perform loving crimes A gesture… so slowly, so gentle, as you took my sight As you satisfy you in holes that commit me, to my endless night.
Tears from my eyes bring me naught but the sound of your laugh Abandoned I am cast to the writhing of maggots and lice Broken, in tatters, your designs on me you have carved And for one moment your smile has been, the proof of your love.
And I, I would sew my lips so tight lest I speak to much You see, how much you mean to me, my Misery. But, If you forget me, I will remind you If you avoid me, I stitch myself to you If you would leave me, I will come find you And bitterly slowly take the life out you.
And I, I will stretch my seams so far to be close to you And crawl; over broken glass I would, to follow you But, If you forget me, I will remind you If you avoid me, I stitch myself to you If you would leave me, I will come find you And bitterly slowly take the life out you.